Some where along the way I lost control of this thing. I find myself eating a little more everyday. I am well within limits and I am still losing weight so I have not made a big deal out of it. I have to ask myself how long it will before I totally slip into the dark side and say its OK its just a couple 2-litres of coke and a pizza. That is the problem with people like me. We find happiness in food and when we are getting that quick fix of happy we don't think about how much there is too lose. I have not failed, but I know if I don't pay attention and put myself back on track I could fail. I don;t want to fail. I want to change my life. I want to be a new man and I want to enjoy life again.
Today I rededicate myself to this mission. Wish me luck!
Sean
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