So I made it through day 20 and I am still in this thing. I wish I had something exciting to say everyday like some of the other bloggers, but for the most part I am just happy to keep myself on track. The hardest part of dealing with all this is the self doubt. How many times have I started doing something positive for myself only to give up and revert into the same old behavior? It has been a bunch. Right now that first 50 lbs is what is driving me. I hope I can keep finding that same drive as I hit my first goal and head for a second and a third etc.
Right now let's just celebrate day 20 and look forward to the next 20 days!
Sean
I hear ya. I've tried lots of things to lose the weight and/or "get healthy," and I always go back. Not this time!!
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